okay , today i was really really desperate , felt like puling my hair, bangin my head into something etc... i was almost thinking of heading for the store ,not thinking but actually i did end up at the store . i told my self " now or never " now or never " , you can do it ! " you can do it !!!!" and i painfully bought a pack of gum.

but the craving are hard to control , i doubt i'll give in a day or 2 .
trying really hard ....

karma